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  <title>Desiree</title>
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  <pubDate>Sun, 01 Dec 2002 18:38:51 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>MY B-DAY IS ON FRIDAY!!! W00T!!</title>
  <author>stealingbeauty@seductive.com</author>  <link>http://dezzylou.livejournal.com/4506.html</link>
  <description>Hey Kidds...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Man this has been one really weird ThanksGiving..I have done some crazy shit recently...HA I have had so much fun! Oh man... You what I have just found out? That my ex-Mike is a lieing sack of SHIT!!!!!!! Sorry not meaning to drag this on but yesterday I went to the mall and basically saw everyone! But besides that Glenn(Jessica&apos;s bf) Told me that Mike worked at Kb toys..Im like wha? No he told me he didnt have a job...And Glenn said that he had seen him there before...WHOOP ASS time..He totally lied..And why? Its not a big deal I rather you have a job, ya know? Ne ways I waltzed in there and Jessica mined you started screaming hey Desiree Huff get over there..Well He heard he came over...After all of this..I was totally embarassed..I didnt even think he&apos;d be there. Well atleast I looked good. So he came over and started talking to me and I just gave him the cold shoulder like I was too good for him... Then I was just like I think you need to go back to work..And just walked away...WOHO points for me! I feel great!(I also knocked some toys on the ground and made him pick them up)lol Im so not his bitch anymore! Not that I was.. But ne ways I had so much fun..Maybe cause I actually got out of the house..Well to sum it up...I almost whooped some kids ass...Met Some really hot guys and got some numbers...Got Glenn really mad at Jess and I...Saw just about everyone in wellington...And learned a few lessons on how to be a man snatching whore! All in the course of two days at the mall! HA Well Im about done. It looks like shit outside and I just wanna sleep! ZzZzZ&apos;s&lt;br /&gt;-Stay Sweet and Seriously Kept your Buziness off the STREET!</description>
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  <lj:music>Nine Inch Nails (U Bring me Closer to God?)</lj:music>
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  <pubDate>Wed, 27 Nov 2002 03:45:19 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>Walking Away?</title>
  <author>stealingbeauty@seductive.com</author>  <link>http://dezzylou.livejournal.com/4185.html</link>
  <description>Hey Kidds...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;MAN! Im so tired..And my back really hurts for some odd reason. STRESS! Well my mom and I got into a little fight today. (Like always) But ne who I asked if I could go out with Jess and Glenn and she was like I prefered you not too. OKay well I never go out ne ways so when she said that, that pissed me off! I mean can I please have a life here! And she talks so much shit to my grandfather about how I treat her horribly (not true) And now that he basically hates me.. I mean I really dont like this feeling. Today after my chorus rehersal we stopped by his house and he eas like * Hey you what ever your name is *..I was like ugh...So finally I got so sick of it I got out of the car and started walking away. I just need to get the hell away...Then Bobby tried to get me back in the car, but I just think he didnt wanna to waste anymore time..(He wanted to go home I guess) But were okay now. HA Wanna here a funny story? Well I was talkng to Glenn last nite and I could never understand why Mike (my X) Never liked to go to the beach..And we wouldnt tell me either..( Desiree/Bikini..Desiree/Bikini..) Not understanding..But ne who apparently he pissed off some people at school and oneday when he was at the beach these kids poured baby oil &amp; tanning lotion on the inside of his car and pee-ed on his door handels! ISNT THAT GREAT? Glad werent not going out ne more..I dont need people hating on me! HA Supposley alot of people hate him.(loser?).AWE!! I dont hate him! But ne ways O &apos; man I am so crushing on  senior named Reid! WO what a hottie. But I dont think he&apos;d date a freshman..Sigh.. I have liked him for ever too! I only can dream right? Sleep Tight!&lt;br /&gt;-Im done l8r</description>
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  <lj:music>Eliyahu Hanavi (chorus music)</lj:music>
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  <pubDate>Wed, 27 Nov 2002 01:11:46 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>My Poem</title>
  <author>stealingbeauty@seductive.com</author>  <link>http://dezzylou.livejournal.com/4033.html</link>
  <description>Hey Kidds...&lt;br /&gt;(Read My poems and let me know what you think)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;You turn your back,&lt;br /&gt;Cause nothing hurts when its not there&lt;br /&gt;The biter pits of our souls are linked together,&lt;br /&gt;By the memories we shared are own curses,&lt;br /&gt;Your endless love with a tear shed, will never be forgotten.&lt;br /&gt;Are bodies were one,&lt;br /&gt;One in which have been ripped apart by anguish, and the petty thought of another.&lt;br /&gt;Another which will never compare,&lt;br /&gt;Till this day I&apos;ll always be able to trace you blind, but it wont stop there.&lt;br /&gt;A thousand other girls could never reach you, How could I have been the one?&lt;br /&gt;And I know you think of me, &lt;br /&gt;Often in secret ones own mind,&lt;br /&gt;Just remember I&apos;ll be thinking of wishing of my true love.&lt;br /&gt;(Post your thoughts)&lt;br /&gt;&amp;lt;3 Dezzy</description>
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  <lj:music>Sebben Crudele ( Chorus Music )</lj:music>
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  <pubDate>Sun, 24 Nov 2002 20:44:34 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>TIRE SLASHING TIME! (Im gonna do it too)</title>
  <author>stealingbeauty@seductive.com</author>  <link>http://dezzylou.livejournal.com/3629.html</link>
  <description>Hey Kidds...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I offically hate life. Why do I always get stuck with loser boy friends? Im I that kinda magnet. Well you can probably guess that me and Mike have broken up. Im just so god damn tired of it. He completely stood me up last night and for what? He told me we just had nothing in common and it wasnt going anywhere. I guess I respect him not just lieing but please it hasnt even been a month. How can you tell you didnt even try. He could have atleast showed some interest in the things I wanted to do. Why did it have to be all about him. And thats how it was. Well from mine and my moms point of view he hasnt matured yet. He was still with the whole hanging out with guys and I just couldnt take it. He really isnt ready for a girlfriend let alone someones feelings. He was like since we dont go to the same school and we dont like the same stuff...Okay my bad I didnt like football and I go to magnet school. Thats not what its about. Im just so mad that I always get like the shittiest guys who treat me like shit. And you know what I should have just listen to pat who said awhile back I was just to good for him. Im tired of it. I FUCKING HATE ALL MEN!!!!! Maybe I should turn lesbian.&lt;br /&gt;-Im out</description>
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  <lj:music>Jewel ( Pieces of You ) Im trying to learn it on my guitar!</lj:music>
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  <pubDate>Sun, 24 Nov 2002 00:48:32 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>Sorry?</title>
  <author>stealingbeauty@seductive.com</author>  <link>http://dezzylou.livejournal.com/3365.html</link>
  <description>Hey Kidds...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Sorry I havent been on in a long time this has been one hectic week! Bobby my moms new rock n roll friend is finally here! What a treat that has been. One more musican in the house! I have cut all my beautiful nails off to play the guitar again. Im starting to miss my femine hands, But you do what you gotta do for the love of it. Im still having boy trouble, feeling kinda lonely at the fact that I feel asthough Mike doesnt care about me. I mean its like he sees me when its convenient and Im not that kinda girl. Sigh and I like him alot too! Well ne ways I skipped school on Friday. YESS got to sit home and do just about nothing.. pretty sweet. Man its cold tonite though..Geesh its Nipply  Cold!-Jess haha moving on well I just wasted another Saturday nite doing nothing when I should be out in about! Life is so cruel! LOL I really dont have anything else to say other than my weekend its suxy and Im kinda tired! Love you all! Come over here and warm me up!(no pun-intended)&lt;br /&gt;-Peace</description>
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  <lj:music>Goo goo Dolls (Black Balloon)</lj:music>
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  <pubDate>Sat, 16 Nov 2002 00:27:56 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>Sagittarius</title>
  <author>stealingbeauty@seductive.com</author>  <link>http://dezzylou.livejournal.com/3182.html</link>
  <description>Hey Kidds...&lt;br /&gt;(My horoscope)&lt;br /&gt;Pay attention to all of the subtle nuances that exist in the world around you today. Nothing is insignificant -- even the tiniest, most microscopic things matter right now. Colors seem to be good mood indicators, and laughter is music to your ears right now. This is a great time to begin a project that&apos;s close to your heart. Tackle a formidable task that suddenly seems easy early in the day. Romance and fun are your best friends this evening.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Those born under a Sagittarius Sun are some of the happiest, most optimistic people around as long as they feel free and unrestricted. They are truth-seekers who want to discover everything the Universe has to offer; they pursue this goal through traveling, meeting new people, tasting new foods, reading new books and theories, and they love it all, as all of it contributes to their feeling of coming closer to some ultimate knowledge. &lt;br /&gt;Trouble for a Sagittarius comes when restrictions, responsibilities and expectations start to pile up, as they inevitably do. To Sagittarius, maintaining a steady job or relationship is synonymous with being tied down. Sag has the mistaken idea that commitment is a reduction in that all-important freedom. Its Karmic lesson, then, is to learn that commitment and freedom are actually two separate entities that don&apos;t have to be mutually exclusive. Commitment is about dignity, integrity, keeping one&apos;s word all high-minded ideals that Sagittarius normally prizes.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Taoism teaches that only through accepting and bearing responsibility can one be truly free; Sagittarius is likely to be very familiar not only with Taoism but with many other religions and schools of thought as well, as religion and philosophy are two of Sagittarius&apos;s greatest interests. Along with all these mental pursuits, however, comes the tendency to be dogmatic and argumentative. Sagittarius may even like to argue just for the sake of argument; could this be a way of showing off that superior intellect to others who may not be so educated or philosophically-minded? Beyond simple argument, Sagittarius, a Fire Sign, can actually be too fiery those born under its influence can be hot-headed, losing their tempers at the slightest provocation. Taoism, Buddhism and other Eastern philosophies could actually have a lot to offer Sagittarians in learning to be peaceful, humble and passive.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Fiery Sag also tends to be a risk-taker; all that travel and constant adventure lends this Sign a real taste for thrills. But like its tendency to argue, Sagittarius&apos;s risk-taking may be only for its own sake, not for any actual benefit or particular outcome. Aside from kindness and love, anything done solely for its own sake is likely to be an empty pursuit. Furthermore, taking risks can have disastrous outcomes; Sagittarius must learn which risks are worth taking and which are better avoided. This kind of caution and self-restraint can be learned from Sag&apos;s Virgo friends, who have mastered the art of using careful analysis to determine a course of action, rather than impulse and intrigue.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;In fact, people-loving Sagittarius would do well to look to others to learn many of its Karmic lessons. Pisces possesses the compassion and empathy that Sag may lack; since Sagittarius tends to equate emotional connection with dependency and restriction, those born under its influence can have an air of unemotional interest in others&apos; problems and worries. Sag tends to listen to people&apos;s problems in order to learn more, but not so much to make others feel heard, comforted and understood. This tendency comes from that overarching thirst for knowledge; Sagittarius can learn from fun, carefree Gemini about how to avoid becoming dogmatic, as well as how to take the pursuit of knowledge a bit more lightly.</description>
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  <lj:music>Foo Fighters (This is the Call)</lj:music>
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  <pubDate>Fri, 15 Nov 2002 03:56:41 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>BOYS!!!</title>
  <author>stealingbeauty@seductive.com</author>  <link>http://dezzylou.livejournal.com/2961.html</link>
  <description>Hey Kidds...&lt;br /&gt;(this was a im I sent to my bff nikki &amp; then I got kicked off so she sent it back to me)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;NikkiLoren04: StealingBeauty06 [10:10 PM]:  god damn him like the whole time we were on the phone he was playing some stupid video game...and would hardy say a word..then he wont go see Harry Potter with me tom. cuz he doesnt like the movie...So I was like fine Ill see it with pat.casue he wants to see it... and hes like well im going to my friend ron&apos;s tom.(or whatever) Ill call you tom...And all I wanna do is see him!  &lt;br /&gt;NikkiLoren04: and im like uh huh and hes like are u mad..And im like yea you could say that..cuz saturday i have to babysit and cant see mike..blah! so yea I was mad! and the fact that he was just so blunt ab it made me madder then hell..Then he had to go after an hour of not saying anything!  &lt;br /&gt;IM SO PISSED! I dont get him...Hes great and around me then on the phone hes a BITCH! Life just suxs sometimes!&lt;br /&gt;-Im Out</description>
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  <lj:music>Mad Caddies (Preppy Girl)</lj:music>
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  <pubDate>Thu, 14 Nov 2002 23:34:26 GMT</pubDate>
  <author>stealingbeauty@seductive.com</author>  <link>http://dezzylou.livejournal.com/2711.html</link>
  <description>You will live in Apartment.&lt;br /&gt;You will drive a White Land Rover.&lt;br /&gt;You will marry Mike and have 3 kids.&lt;br /&gt;You will be a Teacher in Italy.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;LOL!!!! That was FUN!   www.playmash.com</description>
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  <lj:music>Sugar Cult (Makes you feel?)</lj:music>
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  <pubDate>Thu, 14 Nov 2002 23:20:33 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>HAPPY B-DAY MOM!!!!!!</title>
  <author>stealingbeauty@seductive.com</author>  <link>http://dezzylou.livejournal.com/2428.html</link>
  <description>Hey Kidds...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Well obivously you can tell its my MOM&apos;S BIRTHDAY! Happy,Happy,Happy BIRTHDAY!!!! I love my mom... We have our hard times, but deep down we love each other! But ne ways srry I wasnt online yesterday, I had some homework and Mike came over...YESS! LOL we went to the library...Well actually I had to go because I needed a book. He was just my ride!AW! OMG he had a ANIMAL ON HIS FACE! Uh wait lemme refrase that..He grew out his go-T? I think thats how you spell it w/e. Well yea and I hate guys with facial hair! EW..Kissing Mike was soo werid! AHH! Hmm Please if you read this SHAVE it OFF! Alright enough of that, ne ways it was so funny yesterday my friend Mark and I were sitting on the bus(with each other like we always do) and I had a big bag of chips that I was eating with a chip clip...So we were playing with this chip clip trying to put in our hair and on our fingers(it kinda hurt)and such, LOL I dont know what Mark did but he got it clipped on his hair and I guess he pulled it off and it hurt..But he was laughing and then he screamed in my ear!(I had my headphones on like always) He was like OUUCHH! And it was prolly the funniest things I had seen all day! He kept doing and making the funniest faces!! HAHA...But ne who so today thinking its going to be cold I wore my grey beany and when I got to school it was HOT! wtf..I was pissed! hmph I was ready for the cold unlike wensday. Oh its great 4 of my guys friends are named Jimmy (peacepipes)! Its so great and there all friends! Well I least I wont ever forget there names! The name this year for girls is Jessica and for Guys Jimmy! GOD dammit! Freaking Jess and Jessica and there stupid hand gesters...I dont ever say anything and there like ur so funny Desiree! I seriously dont get them. O today was good! I got to go to Publix for breakfast..HMM! Jess and I had our morning routine of Publix which was grand! MM I got my dounuts. The highlight of my day! Well the highlight was having Davids butt in my face! Jenna knows what Im talking about! O god hes a babe! One of the only juniors that ride our bus sometimes. Jenna I think we need to sit a little closer to him. Huu I feel so bad for one of my friends Jimmy..This is Jimmy M. Ive been trying to hook him up with this girl.. She really likes him but her best-friend is trying to get her too hook her up with Jimmy! AWW. And you know the rule...best friends cant date best friends (boyfriends,Exs,lovers,kinda-lovers) whatever! So I feel so bad for him. Ill keep trying. Well Im out! I need a shower and some food... I&apos;ll try to be on l8r.&lt;br /&gt;-Outtie Like a Fattie in Dodge Ball</description>
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  <lj:music>RCPeppers(Airoplane)</lj:music>
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  <pubDate>Wed, 13 Nov 2002 02:10:01 GMT</pubDate>
  <author>stealingbeauty@seductive.com</author>  <link>http://dezzylou.livejournal.com/2280.html</link>
  <description>Hey Kidds...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Today I guess was a pretty good day...I fell in a puddle of dirty water, but thats okay *Thats Life*. Well Jess came back to school today. I thought she wasnt comeing back to school until tomorrow. O well thats cool. Okay thats just not fair! My other Friend Jessica got Poo-Tang this weekend. What the hell is up with that? I basically sat infront of the computer..Sigh well good for her! My time time will come! HAHA and shes single too? I dont get that! The single ones have all all the fun! j/k..Ne ways I have to say Jessica you looked really pretty today! I liked ur eye shadow..(using that sometime! Ne-hoo DAMN MY math teacher! Okay he said the beginnig of the year he didnt care if we wrote notes.. And now all of a sudden he cares? Well I was writing a note to Mike durning some class time...And he comes over and takes it from me! Hes like can u please put this away...Im like yea ok. Well atleast he asked me, but still he really shouldnt care, I mean he wasnt teaching or anything...UGH! Moving on yea well I was suppose to go to my chorus rehersal, but I didnt cuz I wanted to see MIKE! But wtf he told me he was helping his aunt and that he&apos;d be here in an hour..And that was at 5:30...Im so mad! I could have been at my rehersal learning my music! But NOO!I have to learn it by myself! O Bitch &amp;lt;~Joe..He owes me! uh huh..Ne hoo gosh its soo funny how badly Jess needs a cell phone! Everyday she uses Jill&apos;s( our friend w/ out a label)and Jill gets soo mad! She&apos;d like UR WASTING MY MINUTES!~LOL and Jess never seems to care. She goes and uses it ne ways to call Glenn(her bf) at lunch! Its pretty cool he have an hour for lunch! I really enjoy it! And every Monday,Wensday, and Friday I GET TO SEE TRISTAN &amp; REID!!! with Jill..LOL Its an inside joke! So ne ways Im listen to 102.3 and they music is really good right now! They have this dance remix going on! It just makes me wanna dance!(DANCING)WOOO! Okay well I just talk to Mike and uh hes like Im sorry I didnt come over..Blah Blah Blah But....WTF is up with that? He was like sorry I told you I had to move a table with my dad! And Id  come afterward! Well he didnt! :(..HMPH! Im kinda pissed now..But moving on okay Im really not that mad but.. It just had to rain today? FRIZZY hair! You all know what Im talking about..Those nasty frizy hair days! You know what..I feel like my good friend Mark is drifting away from me. I really dont understand it either...Hmm hes soo cool and I like talking to him! Maybe things will change! LOL omg this kid ryan who knows mike was like HES SUCHA A CLOWN! Im like no! god..Hes like squeak squeak (with the nose)...Hes like I wonder what he does with that nose! AHH! LOL YESS! Ne ways gotta bounce I need a shower! (SMELLY)! LOVE YA!&lt;br /&gt;-Peace to the southeast!</description>
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  <lj:music>Korn(falling away) and 102.3 dance MIX!</lj:music>
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  <pubDate>Tue, 12 Nov 2002 01:58:21 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>Cupcakes anyone?</title>
  <author>stealingbeauty@seductive.com</author>  <link>http://dezzylou.livejournal.com/2011.html</link>
  <description>Hey Kidds...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Oh what now who has a cupcake? I DO! My papa brought over dinner, and some dolphin football cupcakes from publix. With RINGS...(Football rings) and Im wearing mine right now! Its pretty cool...Ne who I just said my last good byes to an old friend. Erica Curcio...For a long time she just has annoyed me! To no end. I mean yea we were friend for a while and that was fun, but you grow outta friendships..And I guess I just did..She had been bitching at me latley and I just couldnt take it! So I wrote her a letter expressing my feelings! And now I feel great!Ne who omg today it was really funny my brother and I were licking HI-C fruit snacks and throwing them against the wall and watching them stick! It was really funny..But then again it really wasnt when he began chucking them at my hair!!!! Not to mention my hair was curly and they really wouldnt come out! DAMN PUNK! You know what? You learning something knew everyday? Even if you didnt want to know it, you now do!(Mac)Ur sucha cool kid! Weve got more in common then you think! But ne ways I feel so bad! I stood up my best friend patrick at the mall today...I know its not really my fault cause Im soo sick but I didnt am I soo incredibly sorry! He&apos;s way to much of a good friend for me to do this! I owe you dinner pat and a hot chick!lol! You know when you have something important on your mind that you just wanna tell someone special but you dont want to change what already have because your afraid? Well dont ever be! If you want it that badly! Go for it!(MS) Moving on MIKES COMING HOME!!!!!!!WO I miss him soo much..yea I know I talk about him alot, but o well! He should be calling very soon! I really hope I can see him tomorrow..:)You know what? I really miss my friend Nikki..Shes my best friend In the whole world! Considereing weve known each other for EVER, but I just really miss her! Shes soo cool.. Its sucha bummer she lives so far away. I mean Michigan? Can you get any farther? But she comes down all the time so I guess its ok. But to her I MISS YA! LOL Jenna should I begin to start talking about David? LOL I&apos;ll save that for another entry...Just dedicated to him! UGH school tomorrow...I really dont wanna go, but I have a reheral..BOO! hmph..Im so tired..I feel so restless............AH! Alrighty now Im just blabbing..I need to go Str8en my hair! Ill catch you on the flip side&lt;br /&gt;-Stay Sweet and Petite, and Keep ur Bussiness off the Street!LOL Barbalou Bad Boys</description>
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  <pubDate>Mon, 11 Nov 2002 19:13:26 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>LIFE?</title>
  <author>stealingbeauty@seductive.com</author>  <link>http://dezzylou.livejournal.com/1666.html</link>
  <description>Hey Kidds...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I guess Im here to set the record str8...My mom made a comment on page and I really wish now that she didnt! All she cares about is Rob and I(there is no that anymore)...And the way things used to be...She cant take the hint that things will never be the same anymore. And no matter what she says and does I had to grow up...We all need to take that fall and I guess I did. I have my whole life ahead of me and I cant live it dewelling in the past and what used to be. I dont want Rob anymore...Yes he made me happy but life does go on and now that I think about it we would have gone our seperate paths anyways. I mean I want to leave Florida when I get older and he just wants to stay and go to PBCC...I dont want that! We were two different people and thats just how its going to be. And about my friends..well that was just my oppinon...How can anyone sit there and say they never made bad desicisons? I mean you know your friends with people ur parents hate and thats just what you want...But yes I have found  this road isnt what I want and Im correcting it, but I wish my mom would let me grow up! She talks about hanging out with friends &amp; parents...Im almost fifteen(26 more days) and she&apos;s acting like Im a still a little girl! I wish she&apos;d stop...And she needs to understand that. She cant keep judging guys on Rob...She never saw the true inside of him. He really wasnt anything to be PROUD of.Im not trying to cut him down he was a good guy.(there are plenty of other great guys) But for godsakes I have my whole life ahead of me with plenty of relantionships! Let me LIVE!!! Im tired of hearing about &quot;Oh Desiree Rob made you this Rob made you that&quot; Now your nothing with out him... NO! NO MORE! Im tired of that shit! Please can you just stop...Can everyone just stop! Let me just have my life. Im doing alright now. All I want is my true friends just to be there for me! And you know who you are!</description>
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  <lj:music>Ludicris &amp; Krina ( Be all right)&lt;~THE BEST SONG!</lj:music>
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  <pubDate>Mon, 11 Nov 2002 16:34:37 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>TiredISH</title>
  <author>stealingbeauty@seductive.com</author>  <link>http://dezzylou.livejournal.com/1381.html</link>
  <description>Hey Kidds...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;      HMMMM... Its to early! AHH..I have no idea why I woke up so early..Maybe cause I figured I didnt wanna ruin the day..But I prolly will just sitting here. You know left overs taste soo good when there a day old? Well hangers know that affect! But ne ways Im sitting here right now enjoying my left over pasta...HMM and my brothers left over pizza. I am really enjoying this but Im prolly gonna have a stomach ache later. O well enjoy it while it lasts! Yea I was talking to Mike today...Yess coming home around 8 tonite! Cant wait to see him! He actually told me, he loved me today...I mean of course I said it back, but do people are age really know the meaning of love just yet? But then again we strive to say our first love...And I hate to say this isnt my first love. Nor will it be my last, but I wish when people said they truley loved you, they could say it and mean it.&lt;br /&gt;-Love Machine</description>
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  <pubDate>Mon, 11 Nov 2002 01:28:32 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>Why is it good to have sex with a homless guy? Cause you can drop him off anywhere! LOL</title>
  <author>stealingbeauty@seductive.com</author>  <link>http://dezzylou.livejournal.com/1194.html</link>
  <description>Hey Kidds...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;     HMMMM!!!! Yea I just got back from the California Pizza Kitchen. YUM! I really excitied that I got to get the hell out of my house today! The first day this whole weekend...And ugh tommorow is our last day! :( &lt;br /&gt;Okay I&apos;ll rub it in your face and tell you what I ate! I had a Tomato and basail pasta with rosemary chicken on the top! Huuu! It was really good and for desert you all know I had cheesecake! There&apos;s was actually really good! It was a dolce duleche&amp;lt;~sp but you got the drift! YUMMY!!! hmm OMG EWWW my mom had goat cheese/carmel mushrooms/eggplant/and pepper pizza! Okay one look at that and I was like * Choak GAG * LOL it really wasnt all that pretty...But uh she liked. Ne ways omg there is this thing in our car...So were driving along right(To CPK) and I hear this thing scrabbling around in our car..Like in the top air conditioning vent..And Im sitting there like wtf is that...No one else hears it but me and Im like &quot;Mom turn down the radio&quot; So she does and all of a sudden she starts to hear it too! So we pull over and we invesitgate this animal in our vent and we couldnt see a thing! So we pop the hood and we look around and were pretty much freaked out as it is...Were all about to jump outta our skin cause we think at any moment something like a bug or lizard ( snake was my idea) is going to jump out at our face! Well of course we can see nothing and we just get back in our car. And ever few minutes we could hear it! FREAKY! Its only when we start of the car can we really hear it! So now theres this ~THING~ in our car! Hmm..But moving on YESS I got to talk to Mike today! I miss him soo much and this weekend is going by soo slow... Its really weird..I feel like its just fate that we happen to  be in right place at the right time! :) But what really suxs is that I have a rehersal on tuesday!! The day I really wanna see him! O well Im gonna make him come pick me up! HAHA my bitch! LOL j/k! O yea I talked to Jessica too! She said it really isnt that cold up there. You know how it was on Monday? Yea well thats how its like up there. I wanna go! You know what I miss all my old friends! I have very few that I  talk to.. I know your out there guys! Chris thanx for always be there! 6 YEARS and still going strong! Well Im out...Ill be on later!&lt;br /&gt;~PEACE</description>
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  <pubDate>Sun, 10 Nov 2002 18:11:15 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>AHHHH!!!!!</title>
  <author>stealingbeauty@seductive.com</author>  <link>http://dezzylou.livejournal.com/987.html</link>
  <description>Hey Kidds...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I think I am about to lose my ear-drums! Damn all the poeple who have voices louder than MINE! Well as I sit here my mom is yelling at my brother to do his chores and of course my brother is winning and telling her that I shouldnt be aloud online BLAH BLAH BLAH! Yea well I finished all my chores so HA! O&apos;I am soooooo tired! I didnt get up until like noon. What a record...No Im j/k I once didnt get up till like 3 but thats when I went to bed around 3am. But ne-ways I feel so restless today...Its like this weekend has been a never ending sleep hole...And I swear if I hear another BOOM BOOM car pull into my neighborhood Im gonna die! For all you out there who know what I mean by the boom boom cars! And for the ones who dont...Get some friends with boom boom cars! You know what my favorite movie is? Romeo and Juliet...I think I have watched that on FOX now for like a week! I just love this movie!(Tear-jerker)AWWW! Thats beautiful love!HMMM! You know what I wish for? No more lies..For people not to lie anymore. You know how much of a better place this would be? Lies can hurt so many people, when if you could just tell the truth you could save yourself from a disaster. And you know what? You cant blame anyone, but yourself. And you try to fix it and you know it can never be healed, and the people you onced loved dont see you the same way anymore and you become an outsider.&amp;lt;~To and very important friend...(We knew). Well Im gonna bounce...Gotta finish some laundry...Ill be on a little later!&lt;br /&gt;-One Man Army</description>
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  <pubDate>Sun, 10 Nov 2002 00:48:43 GMT</pubDate>
  <author>stealingbeauty@seductive.com</author>  <link>http://dezzylou.livejournal.com/713.html</link>
  <description>Hey Kidds...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;   I took an online test at emode.com to see what I was like when I was in love. Lemme know what you think...AND VISIT THIS SITE!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Desiree, when you’re head over heels, you are an Idealistic Romantic &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The rituals of romance are important to you. And for that reason, if the object of your affections doesn&apos;t appreciate the value of things like red roses and candlelight dinners, they might not hold your interest for very long. However, you&apos;re not just looking for a thoughtful date who appreciates romantic gestures. You seek a deeper emotional bond. Once you find that special love, you&apos;ll probably be the first to declare that you&apos;re head-over-heels rather than hold back you&apos;re emotions. After all, what good is being in love if you can&apos;t share it? &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Love does change you. Whether it simply enhances who you already are, or makes you a completely different person, finding someone whose love personality compliments your own makes for the longest, happiest relationships.&lt;br /&gt;     Isnt that that cooliest? Im just so cool...LOL(im j/k)&lt;br /&gt;-Over and Out my fellow onliners</description>
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  <lj:music>JLO ( Jenny from the block)</lj:music>
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  <pubDate>Sat, 09 Nov 2002 18:15:14 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>My First Entry!</title>
  <author>stealingbeauty@seductive.com</author>  <link>http://dezzylou.livejournal.com/507.html</link>
  <description>Hey Kidds...	&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;    YESS!! Now I can write and share all of my interesting facts with you! WOHO! My life.. Well some of it.. But ne ways UGH Im so tired! I was up late last night talking to a intersting person...I got alot of advice from him. He told how one small mistake can ruin your whole life...Okay well not ruin, but change it drasically to the point of you just want to run away from it all...And dont some of us just do! All I can is that really know who your friends are.. And dont jump for an un sure thing in the price of losing it all...If you understand what I mean...*Best Wishes to Friend* Ne who well im soo bored right now, my boyfriend Mike left for NewYork yesterday till monday and I really miss him!:( LOL oh and so did my bestfriend Jessica H. Yea two important ppls leave me on a 3 DAY WEEKEND! Yea well its a stay in bed and watch Bambi weekend I guess! My mom is discussing are trip to Colorado this year! Im so excitied, we go skiing/snowboarding every year and its always soo much fun! WOO! Oh and Im so happy..My moms good friend Bobby is coming down to stay with us for awhile...he so cool hes sucha big kidd! Can life really get any better? Yes it can! Well I gotta bounce...Captain Crunch and Cartoon Network time!&lt;br /&gt;-Peace, Love and Happiness!</description>
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  <lj:music>OurLadyPeace(Annie) &amp; Jay-Z/Beyonce (Bonnie and Clyade)</lj:music>
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